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Sunday, 16 November 2008

  • I'd Always Be There, If His Dreams Became A Nightmare....

    I hate it when days start out perfectly lovely.....
    and then completely fizzle into wretchedness.....
    in less than 15 minutes.

    Oh the drama that is a teenager on her period!

    So before the wretchedness....
    Me mum and I had gone to see the play Blood Brothers.
    I loved it. And cried. And got made fun of by a rather irritating freshman techie for it.
    But my cute techie(the one I have a crush on, just a crush though mind you.) glared at him for laughing at me.
    Then proceeded to tell him to take the tape off his shirt as he looked ridiculous.
    My hero. Lolz. ; )

    I fall asleep wondering what to do about this.
    Crushes are ok when you're just 15 right?
    I haven't told Germ about it.... and I'm not sure if it'd be a good idea to tell him.
    But I'm feeling kinda bad for leaving it out.

    I can't talk to him anyways as he's off hunting.
    It's rather boring being the lonesome vegetarian.

     

    I'd keep him warm in the winter,
    and cool when it shines.
    I'd take out his splinters,
    without making him cry.
    I'd always be there,
    if his dreams became a nightmare.

Sunday, 09 November 2008

  • You Say You Wanna Revolution....

    Well you know, we all wanna change the world.

    falling up is just the same as falling down.
    it's just in the opposite direction.

    Cute right? I thought so. lolz. = )

    I'm dazzled and will pretend to be dazzling.
    Ever been that way?

    I've been told by a variety of people that I'm so amazing.
    But it nearly always seems a little fake.
    You know?

    At least it does to me.
    And I really don't like it.

     

    Baby Mama and Get Smart.
    That's what my evening consisteted of.
    Quality time with ma famille.
    J'adore vous!

    I don't know what going on with me and I don't know what to do.
    My head is spinning in circles and it's making me dizzy.
    I wanna escape but know that's not the best route.
    Deciphering my thoughts has become a nauseatingly stressful task.

    Ah the lovely mass of hormones and confusion that is highschool.
    Problem is, I have a feeling that it won't end when school does.

Wednesday, 29 October 2008

  • I Did Get One Good Thing Out of That Relationship

    Nina Storey.
    She is an amazing singer and a burned disk of her music is the one thing I got out of my relationship with Senor Crazy that I'm glad about.
    I'm listening to her right now.
    Be With You Tonight is the song.
    She's fabulous.
    Go add her on myspace. ; )

    Ok so in my life and times?

    The play is still going perfectly.
    We just did poster distribution yesterday and my group got hit on by a creepy photographer with a mullet.
    Scary right?
    We thought so.

    Then today Fore and I had a sharpie fight.
    He won by a landslide.
    So now I am covered in purple marker.
    It's all good though as purple is my favorite color.

    I saw my friend who was gone.
    Imma call him CarrCarr on here.
    I saw him after school and glomped him.


    He spun me around a million times and effectively made Germ jealous,
    BTW. Germ and I got back together this morning.
    Don't hate me!
    He broke up with Girl for me.
    Her locker is only a few down from mine so I'm a little worried it's going to be vandalised or something tomorrow.

    CarrCarr didn't know about Germ until today so I'm not sure how that's going to play out.
    Only reason he even found out today is because my cousin asked me if I'm dating "that black guy," since she saw us holding hands.
    Yes hun, I'm dating "that black guy."
    And I'm loving every moment of it.
    See you at Thanksgiving Cuz.

    The rest of Costume Crew even likes him and that did not happen at all with the last bf of mine they met.
    They were so right about the last one.
    >.<

    He likes lesbian rock too.
    That makes me smile.
    I mentioned Saving Jane to him and he actually listens to them.
    That is practically crazy to  me.

     

    One last thing:

    I can't decide if I should wear my Halloween costume to school or not on friday.
    I'm going to be a guy and part of my costume is a superman hat that I hide my hair in.
    Think I'd get away with it?
    Or should I just not wear it till after school?
    OR should I wear everything but the hat untill after school lets out and just have my hair back in a ponytail or something?

     

    Make me feel like I wanna feel like you
    tonight
    Make me feel like I wanna feel
    Like you tonight

Sunday, 26 October 2008

  • It's Three AM and I Must Be Lonely

    Actually yeah, I am kinda lonely.

    My bro is having a sleepover tonight with one of his friends and I am on the computer blogging.
    Am I the only one who sees a problem with him having more of a social life than me?

    So while I haven't been eating much lately as I've been working Costume Crew, I think my calorie intake has at least doubled.
    All we eat there is crap from the gas station and it's gross.
    Ok that's a lie. We also steal food from the table where actors parents put food for amazing people like us. ; )
    That stuff isn't healthy either though.
    Today there were 2 trays of this really weirdly amazingly good stuff.
    It was Fritos, drizzled in chocolate and homemade caramel.
    Salty and sweet. Perfect pregnancy snack. At least that's what I think.
    Too bad I don't know anybody who's pregnant.

    So I'm gonna put on massive weight and look like a sea-cow.

    Actually I might not...

    I can out-run everybody on the crew.
    That surprises me as one of the girls is nearly a Nazi when it comes to her workout routine.
    And I'm a better runner than her.
    But I hardly exercise and don't go running.
    Unless you count to and from classes and up and down the stairs at school.
    Should I join track and become an even better runner?
    I'd look more well-rounded on my college apps too.
    It's just a thought.

    On a competely different note:

    Pathological liars make me laugh.
    Especially when you catch them and they don't know what to do.

    Senor Crazy and my dad talked a little while back.


    Senor asked my dad if I'm doing the play this year cuz he hadn't seen me around the auditorium.
    He said he was doing tech this year.
    I find that completely HILARIOUS but also kinda creepy.
    He's been blacklisted from all theatre productions at my school.
    So he was just trying to get info on me from my dad.
    Creepy.

    Then he went on to claim he's moving to live down the street from his sister in a house he bought for $110,000.
    Paid for by the money he got from his summer jobs.
    All of which he got fired from.
    And there is no way anybody is going to sell a house to a teenager.

    The entire time he was attempting to sell this crap to my dad he was smoking.
    He's a minor and my dad knows that.
    Isn't that just asking to get reported?
    Too bad my dad likes to pretend he's the nice guy and didn't do it.
    Senor would've gotten tested for it and it would've shown all the other things he's on.
    Shame.

    Well he's supposed to have left to go live with his sister on saturday though.
    So I guess that means he's out of my hair.
    I'm pretty excited if I must say so myself.
    And so is everybody else I know.
    Even the people who were his friends before all that happened are glad he's gone.
    They all took my side eventually and have nothing to do with him.
    They give me hugs randomly in the halls.

    If you cross your fingers
    And you count from one to ten
    You won't get off of the ground again.
    But the whole thing's just a game.
    The whole thing's just a game.

Thursday, 23 October 2008

  • Lunch money is usually good to have....

    Yea that was a kinda random title....
    I ran out of lunch money today and that just kinda popped in my head.

    So I just found out that for a ten year old my bro is a pretty good cellist. He'd never picked up an instrument before but he really seems to enjoy it.
    I do hope he keeps it up.

    A relatively close friend of mine just admitted to having a thing for me today....
    Only to be crushed by the fact that I'm interested in a guy who is totally different than him.
    So now I feel kinda bad. He's a cool guy and all.... I'm just not into him now.
    (sad part is I used to be nearly in love with him but he wasn't interested or at least it wasn't monogamous interest)

    And the guy that I really like is breaking up with his girlfriend soon....
    And it's not even my fault that they're breaking up.
    It's just partially my fault they got together.
    You see, he and I had been together for a bit and were very happy.
    However, once this Girl found out he was dating, she had to tell him she was interested.
    So of course, him being shocked that two pretty(
    although I'm prettier. lolz.) girls were into him. At the same time.
    He couldn't decide and I decided to keep my dignity and told him to just go with her.
    Well now he sees just how horrible she really is and wants me back.
    I still really like him but I don't quite know just what to do.

    So if I do get back with him I'm going to make him wait at least a couple weeks after he breaks up with Girl.
    Think that's fair?
    I do.
    And I don't end up just being the girl he thinks he can run back to every time something happens.

    Is that ok?

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